I'm watching old re-runs of the original 16 and pregnant.
I thought I was once again over this feeling of emptyness, jealousy and sadness when I watch shows like this, or seeing pregnant women, hearing someone else just got pregnant, seeing people post pregnancy pictures, pictures of their brand new babies, or seeing that girls just had their babies. Don't get me wrong, I'm happy for them, but it just reminds me that it's been another 9 months and I'm still not pregnant. I hate feeling like this. I feel like a failure. It makes me feel like I'm not really a woman...
Last night was the first time in 2 cycles that I POAS. I knew it was a horrible idea.
Friday, September 23, 2011
Saturday, September 17, 2011
Painting stripes on walls,
is probably one of the most stupid idea's I've ever had.
I'll update this with before, after the accident, fixing the accident and the final outcome: )
On a better note, ALL OF OUR STUFF ARRIVED YESTERDAY! We've been so busy putting everything away and realizing even more, how much we miss living in our house: ( But! This will do for now!
We've been meeting all of the neighbors in our building the last few days, and I think we really lucked out! They all seem exceptionally wonderful! I have a feeling the woman underneath me is going to be my stand in gramma, I think we're going to bond: ) The couple to the side of us are great too! They are much closer in age to us than everyone else in our building, they actually brought us over jello shots last night because "they felt we needed a break from unpacking" haha! It was really sweet of them!
Well, I think we're going to load the truck up for a goodwill run!
I'll update this with before, after the accident, fixing the accident and the final outcome: )
On a better note, ALL OF OUR STUFF ARRIVED YESTERDAY! We've been so busy putting everything away and realizing even more, how much we miss living in our house: ( But! This will do for now!
We've been meeting all of the neighbors in our building the last few days, and I think we really lucked out! They all seem exceptionally wonderful! I have a feeling the woman underneath me is going to be my stand in gramma, I think we're going to bond: ) The couple to the side of us are great too! They are much closer in age to us than everyone else in our building, they actually brought us over jello shots last night because "they felt we needed a break from unpacking" haha! It was really sweet of them!
Well, I think we're going to load the truck up for a goodwill run!
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