I would just like to say that I've had the best weekend I've had with Jeff since right before we moved! We finally have gotten back on to the same boat again! Our communication has been even more incredible that it normally is, I feel so in tune with him, like I normally do, and I finally feel like I'm home!
It's been a stressful last few months, from moving, to him finding the right pace at work, to finally having a few friends, and this whole fertility doctor/no more diagnostic tests thing!
After we found out that I don't have penis' for fallopian tubes, the rest of the day and into the next was amazing! And then Saturday, I was stumbling baby things on StumbleUpon, something I have not done in over a year, when I asked Jeff if he wanted to go look at all things baby. He instantly said no (his usual response for like three years now- so I don't get my hopes up and then have them crushed when my cycles starts). I kind of got a little sad, but hen realised he was right. After I had came to terms with that, he changed his mind. So off we went! On the way there we had a conversation abouto things we've never really let ourselves talk about with eachother (again, with the getting too excited only for a let down thing), we decided to not worry about, and to celebrate a little! So we talked about whether or not we wanted to find out the sex of our baby, which we both decided not to find out, that is until we started talking about nursery colors and whether or not to buy bedding or make it ourselves, then he decided that we shoudl find out for our first baby, our second one we would hold off on; ) He got excited about clother diapering, the best breast pumps, video baby monitors, cribs, how to pick the best matteress and what type of matteress was the best, car seats and strollers, etc., etc. I was seriously in baby/bliss heaven! We talked about how we were going to tell our families! What we could do to make our lifestyles even healthier, and so much more! It. Was. Bliss.
The next day we went on a date! We spent most of the day exploring a nearby town and browsing through all of the little shops there, sipping on fresh juice from a local juice bar, holding hands, and giggling like it was our first date: ) On our way back home we took the scenic route and ooohed and awwed over beautiful homes and gardens! We ended up finding this amazing gift store, which we probably spent like 2 hours walking though! It was huge! Then we came home and watched the finale of Rachael VS Guy on the food network and he started reading his daddy book (I'm seriously in heaven at this point).
The entire weekend was dedicated to eachother. It was incredible. I feel even more deeply in love with my husband (if that's even possible), closer (if that's even possible), and sooo happy (if that was possible LOL). We're continuing being more in touch with eachother, and it's only been a few days, but it feels even better than ever! I even got him to go to Yoga for Fertility today with me: ) Which to his surprise, he found out he actually really enjoyed: ) He's looking forward to going again next week! And he's even booked an early Valentine's Day Yoga Brunch for us through the center we go to: ) I'm so looking forward to it!!!
Anyways, that's my update: )
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